"Everything Is New" - Part 2

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They have passed two weeks since Abby and Clarke moved in to their new house. Both of them can say that they start learning their new neighborhood and the people that live next to them. Clarke had met some girls in her age but with only one she could be friends, Raven. The other girls had talked to her only once and from then they ignored her all the time. Raven told her that these girls are very popular at the college. Their names are Lexa, Indra and Anya.

Raven lives two blocks away from Clarke and they met accidentally in the park, where Raven was taking her dog for a walk. She was older than Clarke and she had finished her college last year, now she is working in her dad’s shop as car mechanic. Clarke and Raven had spent much time together, more for showing Clarke the town.

Tomorrow Clarke starts lessons in her new college. She was a little scared about this hall new start but she had no other choice. New start means new college and she couldn’t change that fact.

Her mother drives her to the parking lot, where she had left her to go to her new job too. Clarke didn’t know anyone. And as she was walking toward the school door everyone was staring at her and whispering things to their friends. She didn’t mind at all. She had her headphones on and listening music all the way to the building. She only took them off when she heard the first ring.

She had her papers with some books and notebook in her bag. First hour was History. She hated History.

As she was searching for her class, Clarke saw a boy with dark skin and black hairs in the end of the hallway, trying to open his locker. Then two other boys walked toward him.

“What happened boy?” one of them said, “Why you trying to open my locker?” he asked next.

“This is not your locker Finn. It-” the boy with the black hair said but the other one didn’t let him finish.

“It was your. Now it’s mine!” he said and pulled him away from the lockers. “Now, go and find somewhere else to put your silly books and your computer!” he yelled and pushed him toward Clarke’s way.

The boy didn’t said or does anything else. Just put his bag in his back, low his head and start walking towards Clarke.

“Are you ok?” Clarke stopped the boy as he was passing her.

“Yes.” he said and stopped.

“I am Clarke and I am new here.” she said.

“Nice to meet you Clarke. Can I go now?” he asked her.

“You could if you don’t want to help me…” she said and stopped when she saw the boys in the end of the hallway watching at them. “I can’t find my class” she continued and took out her papers to saw them to that boy what she didn’t even know his name. “Can you help me?” Clarke said and points the paper line with the number of her first class.

“I guess I can help you” the boy said and finally raised his head to see Clarke. He took the paper from Clarke’s hands and looked at them for a second. When he turned to Clarke, he freezes.

He looked at her eyes, blue like the sea, and then went to her hairs, yellow like the sun. He shacked his head for a moment to return to the reality.

“What do you think? Can you help me?” Clarke asked him again.

“Yes, your class is next to mine.” he said and gave back the papers. “Follow me” he said and starts walking the hallway back from where she came.

“Hey, new girl” she heard the boys behind her yelling at her. “Next time you need help come to me.” he continued. “Ask for Big Finn. Everyone knows me!” he finished. Clarke didn’t even bothered to look back to them, instead she start running behind that boy who willing to help her.

After a minute the boy stopped.

“Here is your class,” said and point a brown door, “and this is mine.” turned the opposite way.

“Thank you!” Clarke smiled.

“If you want, wait me here after the ring to show you the college.” the boy said and walked toward his door.

“I will. Thank you,” she said and the boy opened his door. “Hey, wait! What is your name?” she asked but the boy had long gone. “I guess I will find out next hour” she said to the walls and walked in her class too.    

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History lessons. Clarke hated History. Everything looked boring in her class. The teacher was boring, her classmates were boring even the book was boring for her. Clarke almost fell asleep after 30 minutes of listening to her boring teacher, but she tried not to, it won’t be good for her to sleep in her first class.

And then she remembered that boy. She didn’t even know his name but he could be a good friend, she thought. His black hair and it was cute from his side to help Clarke with his class. Hopefully he didn’t forget about me, she thought next.

The ring took her back to the real life. Clarke packed her books again back in her bag, she didn’t even opened her book, and went outside.

Chaos. Kids walking to every direction, talking to their friends. Clarke stood in her tiptoes to find that guy with the black hair, but nothing. He must forgot about me, she thought again and starts walking toward the exit door. Suddenly a hand in her shoulder stopped her and she turned to see whose this hand was.

“The carefetia is the other way” it was him! The boy with the black hair!

“I thought-” Clarke turned to him.

“Bellamy.” he cut her before saying anything else.

“What?”

“My name is Bellamy” he said again. Finally the boy with the black hair had a name. “Follow me, the cafeteria is this way” he said and took Clark’s hands to guide her to the cafeteria.

The hallways were crowded with kids of many ages. She almost lost Bellamy inside the crowd, but thankfully he was still holding her hand. They walked some hallways, they turned to some others and finally reached the cafeteria.

“Here we are,” Bellamy said and pulled Clarke next to him. “This is our cafeteria” he said and let go Clark’s hand.

To Be Continued

"Arrow" - Part 4

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I couldn’t sleep. I had a terrible headache. I was lying in to ground, watching the ceiling of the cave. Thankfully Bellamy left me his jacket and I am not very cold right now. I was thinking what I will tell him if he don’t believe my story, how I am going to tell him the truth. I hear Bellamy coming back.

“Hey there” he said and turned to see him. “I didn’t sleep?” he asked and came near me. “No, but its ok” I said and turned the other side. “What did you caught?” I asked him and tried to stand up. “Here, let me help you” he said and helped me stand up near the fire. “One rabbit only. Sorry…” he said and lowered his head. “It’s enough for both of us” I said and looked him in his eyes.

“Give me some time to cook it and then we can eat” he said and went near the fire. “You told me the truth Clarke?” he asked me while he was cooking. “About what?” I asked trying to avoid answering. “About what happened to you…” he said and stared at me. “Please tell me truth” he continued. “I did this to you?” he asked. I didn’t want to tell him.

“No, it wasn’t you” I said and lowered my head. “Then, who? Because I don’t believe that you felt in this rock. There is no blood in the ground. Only this rock has blood” he said and raised the rock that he hit me with. “It wasn’t you Bellamy” I said again. “Clarke, just say it” he asked me. “No, it wasn’t you! It was that silly grounder poison that made you do it!” I shoot and tears came out of my eyes. “It wasn’t you…” I said and wiped my tears off.

He closed his eyes and shacked his head like telling to him I can’t believe that you done Bellamy. I stand up and go sit near him. I take his hands in mine and turn his face to see me. “It wasn’t your fault Bellamy. You saved me from that arrow, the same arrow that made you do think that you couldn’t even imagine doing. I know that the Bellamy I know now isn’t like this” I said and stared in his eyes. “I am sorry” he said and a tear came out. “I didn’t mean to-” he said and I cut him “I know… I know”. He kissed me in my forehead and them hugs me in his arms.

“I think you should not burn the only food we have” I said to change the subject and leave everything back. “God idea” he said and took the rabbit off the fire. “Ladies first” he said and smiled, giving me the cooked rabbit. We ate the rabbit, it was delicious.

“Go to sleep. Soon will be morning. You should rest before we walk back to the camp” he said and took off his jacket again. “I am fine. I don’t need sleep” I said and looked at him. “Try to sleep Clarke. It was a rough night for you” he said and game me his jacket. “It was a rough night for you too Bellamy. You can go to sleep if you want, I can’t” I said and pushed his hand with the jacket back to him.

“Ok then, since I can’t sleep ether I want to ask you something” he said and put his jacket on again. “Why to didn’t told me the truth from the first time?” he asked and stared in my eyes. “The same reason you took the arrow for me” I said and he freezes.

“Come here” he said and took my hand. He pulled me by his side and putted his hand behind my back. “I know that you are cold… you could have take my jacket before, I am fine” he continued. The truth is that I was cold, but I didn’t want him to freeze for me. “I am fine too, when I am standing here” I said and rethinking immediately. “I mean, here near the fire” I corrected myself. “I know ” he said and squeezed me more in his arms. “Better?” he asked. “Better” I said.

To Be Continues                      

"Everything Is New" - Part 1

New town.  New neighborhood. New house. New college and hopefully new friends. Three hours now, Clarke was thinking about these five new things about her life. All the way she was staring outside the window watch the trees and the building that they were passing so fast with their car. And after that she was thinking about all the old things about her life.

Old town. Old neighborhood. Old house. Old college and sadly old friends. Old Life. Now she is starting a New Life. She has to… she has to follow her mother, Abby. Her mother is a doctor, a very good and talented doctor from Clarke’s eyes. Abby was working in a small hospital, 30 minutes from their house, their old house. Now she found a new jod, a better job with better money.

She had to accept that job since her husband, Clarke’s dad, died three years ago. They needed some extra money. They had to change their life for a better future.

These two words, new and better, is the best way to describe her life now. They only thing what worried her most was the new college. She will be the new girl. A new girl trying to survive the jungle that called college.

New college means new hallways, new classed, new locker, new cafeteria, new teachers and of course new classmates. For a first time Clarke was hating a word. But she have to live with everything new will come in her way, good or bad, she have to live with it.

Clarke didn’t say anything to her mum about all these thoughts. She changed after her dad died, and her work at the hospital was going from bad to worst and finally when the hospital closed Abby was staying at house all day every day. The past three years were hard for both of them. This is the reason they chose to start a new life.  

Two weeks before they received the acceptance mail from the hospital what her mum applied. They didn’t even thought about it second time, her mum was working hard these two weeks to take care of everything, ready to leave for her new job, their new life.

Clarke never said no when Abby asked her to leave her life back and start again. She knew how much Abby needed to change her life and she knew how much she needed her daughter by her side. Not that Clarke could live without her mother right now, but even if she could, she had to help her mother get better, and this was the only way to make it happen.

She knew that the first months will be the hardest, but as long the two girls stay together they are not afraid of anything. Both of them are strong characters, ready to deal with everything that comes in their way.

All the way Clarke and her mother didn’t talk, both of them were thinking about their past and their future. Only the CD player that was playing music made this trip less boring.

“We have less than 15 minutes to our house” Abby broke the silence.

“Good, I can’t wait to see it,” Clarke said and turned to see her mother that was driving next to her. “And use the toilet!” she joked and smiled to her mum. Abby turned to her daughter and then raised her eyebrows. “What? I want to go to toilet at least 30 minutes now!” Clarke said as raised her shoulders near her neck.

“Then I have to inform you that the toilet is the third door to your left on the main hallway.” Abby said and turned to watch the road again.

“I have to remember this,” Clarke whispered to herself, “Thank you the information mum!” and looked outside the window again.

“What do you think about our new neighborhood?” Abby asked as the they have reached the start of the road to their house. Now she was driving slowly, so they can see their neighborhood.

A wide road in the middle, with big Oak trees in the sides that covered the road like a roof. Behind the big trees, are small gardens, some of them with fences some of them without, and small paths that lead to the door of the house. A large part of the houses had two floors and the others only one. Clarke managed to see in a small sign with the name of the road. Madison Street.

“So, what are you thinking Clarke?” Abby asked her daughter again.

“It is very beautiful mum! Everything is green… and beautiful gardens with beautiful houses… and the street has a very cool name, Madison Street,” Clarke was talking, steal starting outside, “I like it!” turned to see her mother.

“Thank you” Abby smiled.

“For what mum?”

“For trusting me” she said and turned back to the road.

“Always-” Clarke stopped talking and stared outside again. Now Abby had stopped the car, in front of a small but two-floored house. Clarke turned to her mother again with her surprised faces. “Is this our-” she couldn’t even finish her thought from the happiness inside her.

Abby shacked her head up and down sometimes, “Yes, our house” she smiled. “Our new house” she whispered.

“You are telling me that this, beautiful house, is our house?” Clarke asked her mother again.

“This is exactly what I am saying” Abby answered one more time and opened her door. Same did Clarke and both of them walked to the garden gate.

“This is our new home Clarke and here we will start our new life” Abby said and place her hand in her daughter’s back while both of then standing in front of their new house.

To Be Continued

"The spy game" - Part 17

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Raven, Finn, Octavia, Jasper and Monty putted out the fire and went down to the house for the night

“Look at them…” Monty said

“They are so cute together” Jasper added

“Shh! They are sleeping. Let’s not wake them up” Raven whispers

“I have to agree with Raven. We need some sleep too…” Finn said and hugged Raven to sleep together in the couch

“Goodnight guys” Octavia whispers

“Goodnight” everyone said and Monty closed the last open light

Clarke wakes up in the middle of the night

“Bellamy? Are you sleeping?” she whispers

“No Clarke. I have no sleep. Why you are awake?” Bellamy asked her

“The same reason as you…” she answered and Bellamy didn’t say anything. “They will die, right?” Clarke asks him

“I don’t know Clarke… Maybe yes, Maybe no…” Bellamy answers to her

“They will die…” Clarke whispers to her

“We are together Clarke. This is what matters the most now” Bellamy explain to her

“And what are we going to do, out here, alone? We are just seven kids!” Clarke cuts him

“Don’t worry Clarke. We will find a solution! Now, go to sleep. You need some rest before we do anything!” he said and kissed her forehead.

After that the two of them closed their eyes and went to sleep. The night passed quickly and Bellamy had waked up some time from his nightmares. Everyone waked up from the sound above them

“What is it?” Raven whispered to the others

“I don’t know… sounds like running steps!” Bellamy said

“Do you think-” Finn said but Clarke stopped him. “Grounders!” she said and jumped from Bellamy’s hands

“Everyone stay down! They are leaving, they don’t know that we are here” Bellamy whispered

After a moment the sound stopped and everyone had stud up from their beds.

“Do you think they are gone?” Monty said and looked to Bellamy

“There is only one way to find out” he said walked to the stairs. Then Clarke ran behind him and grabs his shoulder.

“Wait. I can be a trap! Don’t go out” he said and Bellamy stepped back

“She is right” Octavia agreed with Clarke

“And what are we going to do? Stay here for the rest of our lives?” Bellamy asked them. “So we can choose between dying from the grounders of from starving” he said and stars walking up the stairs again  

To Be Continues

"Arrow" - Part 3

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“Ok, I will tell you” I said and looked at him. “But first can I have some water? I mouth is dry…” I asked him but he didn’t answer. “Ok, listen. We were hunting in the forest when 3 grounders attacked us. We killed the two of them but the third threw an arrow to me and you took it for me. The arrow had poison, o poison that make you forget everyone you know” I said and he turned to see me. “Where is my sister?” He asked me. “I told you. She is with the others. She is safe!” I shoot. My head was hurting me so much. I couldn’t take the pain.

“And why I should believe you?” He asked me again. “Look at your arm, under the bandages. You will see the wound of the arrow that hit you” I said and looked him in the yes again. He raised his sleeves and saw the wound. Then he looked back to me. “Let me give you some water” he said and walked to his bag. “I got some will you were sleeping” he continued.

Suddenly he falls to his knees and spits blood. He falls to his side and starts doing jerky movements. “Bellamy?” I shoot. Oh my god, the poison I thought and tried to stand up. I had my hands tried up behind me and I couldn’t help him. “Turn to your side. Turn to your side” I was repeating but he didn’t do it.

I have to help him! But I can’t do it like this I thought again and then saw the fire. He was still spitting blood from this mouth. I went near the fire and put my hands in there. It was hot and it was hurting me but at least now I could cut the rope. My hands are free now and I ran towards Bellamy.

“It’s ok, it’s ok” I said and took his head in my arms. With one move he hits me in the face and through me back. I hit me head in the wall and felt to the ground. All of my body was hurting me, I couldn’t move. I had no more strength to help him. My eyes were closing but I tried to resist. I didn’t make it and I closed my eyes.

I tried to open them again and I made it. I saw his standing in his hands and knees looking at me. I think he is Bellamy again. He run toward me and take me in his hands. “What happened?” he was asking again and again but I couldn’t talk. I closed my eyes again.

 “Clarke? Please open your eyes” I heard him saying. “Come on, please Clarke! Open your eyes!” he said I again. I opened my eyes just enough to know that I am alright and then I closed them again.

Next thing I remember is him saying “Clarke? How are you?” and I opened my eyes. This time it was easier to do it. I must been sleeping for a long time I thought. “Hey, there you are” he said and stroked my head. “Good, my head-” I said but I couldn’t continue. “Water?” I asked him and instantly run to the battle of water that he had.

“Here it is. Let me help you” he said and raised me up give me some water. “Are you alright now?” he asked me and lie me down again. “Yes, thank you” I said. “How are you feeling?” He asked me next. “My head is hurting me so much” I said and closed my eyes from the pain when I touched it.

“Who did this to you Clarke? I did?” he asked me and stared in my eyes. If I say the truth it will hurt him and maybe never forgive himself. I know that he wasn’t Bellamy, it was the grounders that made him do it. “No, I fell in this rock and hit my head down” I said and looked away. I tried not to look him in his eyes because he will see that I wasn’t telling him the truth.

“I see. You have to rest now. Go to sleep. I will go hunt something to eat and I will wake you up when I am back” he said and took his gun. “Be careful!” I said and he smiled me while he was leaving the cave.  

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"The spy game" - Part 16

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“Clarke… can you tell us where have you been all this days?” Finn asked Clarke. She was lying in Bellamy’s arms

“I don’t think it’s a good idea right now Finn...” Bellamy said

“No. It’s fine… they have to know” Clarke cut him

“Ok… let me go down. I am not ready to hear what they did to you” Bellamy said and stands up, “Because of me” he whispers very quietly

“Bell?” Octavia shoots

“I am fine O…” he said and went down

Clarke was watching Bellamy go away, she heard that he whispered previously. When Bellamy closed the door Clarke started to tell the story. Everyone was listening carefully to Clarke. They couldn’t believe what she was telling them… About the grounders and the reapers, about the Mt. Weather. After Clarke finished the story, she went down to find Bellamy.

“Bellamy?” she whispers

“What is it princess?” he answers

“It’s not your fault. You have to understand this! Everything I do is my responsibility, not yours” Clarke said as she is sitting by his side

“Clarke, I am your boyfriend, it’s my responsibility to keep you safe. It was my fault that let go stay with them, alone! I was stupid and now you can hardly walk” he explains to Clarke

“No Bell! Stop saying this! You’re wrong! I had no other choice, this is the reason that I stayed with grounders. If I hadn’t stay, we all were dead!” Clarke shoots to him

“Fine Clarke, you are right” Bellamy said and stands up

Clarke knew that she hasn’t changed his mind but she couldn’t do anything else to make him feel better about all the things that happened to her

“I will stay here for a moment, in bed” Clarke said as Bellamy walking up the stairs

“Why? You are not feeling well?” He asked and jumped to the floor again

“No… my head hurts a little” she answered

“This is not good. Let me bring Octavia down to see what is happening” Bellamy said and went near Clarke to help her lie in bed

“No, I am fine. I just need some rest. It was a rough day for all of us. You should have some sleep too…” she said and pulled him to bed. “I am a little bit cold. Please stay with me” Clarke added and roosting in Bellamy’s hands

“Always, Clarke. I will never leave you again” Bellamy whispers to her

“What are they doing? I have some questions for Clarke!” Monty asked the others by the fire

“I think they are making babies right now, after the big talk” Jasper said and the same time Octavia hit him slightly in his head

“I don’t think Clarke is in this mod today. Not after what she has been through” Octavia said

“I think we should go down too. It is getting cold out here” Raven said

“And what if they doing babies?!” Jasper said again

“Stop it Jasper. It’s not funny” Monty said this time and hit him slightly in his head like Octavia

“Fine… Let’s go…” Jasper said

Next Part

Without my weakness (One-shot)

No!

Bellamy heard Clarke screaming.

He turns around.

In front of him is Clarke.
He was faceing her back.

He couldn't understand what is going on.

Clarke turns to him and look in his eyes.

He turns his eyes to hers and then to her right shoulder.

She was bleeding.

An arrow were fastened just above her heart.

Bellamy turns and look Clarke directly in her eyes.

She was smiling.

She was smiling and then let her body to take the free fall to the ground.

Bellamy grabs her just before she reached the ground and placed her in his legs.

He takes away her hair in front of her face to see her beautiful blue eyes.

“Clarke...”

He said and wipe her eyes from the tears.

“Don’t say anything…”

She said and smiled.

“I will be fine…”

She said and placed he hand at the arrow.

“Don’t, Clarke! Don’t pull it out! You will bled more …”

He said and took Clarke’s hand away from the arrow.

“If I leave it there, it won’t change anything Bellamy, it will only make it slowly…”

Clarke said and for a moment closed her eyes from the pain.

“Don’t say that Clarke! You can survive this!”
Bellamy said and took Clarke’s hand in his own.

“I’m sorry Bellamy…”
Clarke said and one more tear came out.

“Why are you doing this Clarke…?”
He asked and a tear came out off his eyes this time.

“I think you know…”
She said.

“Love is weakness, Bellamy”

She said, whipped his tears out and smilled.

“You are my weakness, Bellamy”

Clarke continued and closed her eyes.

“Clarke?”
Bellamy screamed.

“Clarke! Open your eyes!”

Bellamy screamed again.

“Don’t do this Clarke! Wake up!”

He screamed again and shaked her head to wake her up.

“Nooo”

He screamed raising his head toward the sun, like a wolf.

“How am I supposed to live without my weakness Clarke...?”
He whispered to Clarke’s dead body and let his forehead touch hers.